Imagine being with a woman for five years. Everything is routine, you come home from work, kiss your wife hug your kid, eat dinner, go to sleep and do it again, and again. One day you come home and there’s no kiss, no kid, no dinner, no do it again, and again. Your wife leaves you and left a note, saying “I met someone else, I was not happy for a long time, I was just fed up.”
Wow, Now I’m sick, where did I go wrong, I did not see this coming. I feel like I lost everything. This affects my job; I cannot work in a state of depression. I am always angry; I take it out on others. Now I found out I have been discharged from my job. My state of mind is I don’t care. Now I lost my home. What a chain reaction, I lost my wife, Family, Job, and Home. I am always sick, I can’t eat, and I can’t sleep. I can’t see my kid, and I know child support is going to kill me. Another Man is going to be around my son. The rage I feel, I feel like…….
I am thinking what did I do wrong. Where did I mess up? I blame myself; my life was too boring and routine. I did nothing spontaneous; I did not romance my wife. I did not show her the love and affection that she needed. I took her for granted. This is a complete shock.
To be continued….